i will love u...bole blah la..haha

I will never love you more than singing in the shower
I will never love you more than my dell computer
I will never love you more than having a dslr
I will never love you more than punk rock genre
I will never love you more than my track music [ 726 songs ]
I will never love you more than my puma cabana
I will never love you more than kissing insyirah lips when they're really cute
I will never love you more

I will never love you more than play my sk8board
I will never love you more than watching yasmin ahmad movies
I will never love you more than the abcdefgHUJAN album of hujan band
I will never love you more than God only knows
I will never love you more than DVD's night with my boyfriend
And we talk about stupid things like cheating on gurl
I will never love you more than my girlfriend when I was 14
Even if he's now an asshole, I will never love you more
I will never love you more than meeting with lisa surihani
And we asked him to play a song close to my ear
I will never love you more than moshing at the pit
I will never love you more than my sony psp
I will never love you more than my 5530 express music
I will never love you more

And you say, you love me more than everything
And compared to me everything is nothing

Ohh this is sweet, I just wonder what it means

You say you love me more, than all the boys you have had before
Even more than music, even more than yourself
Even more than everything, but it's just a lie
So I will never love you more, than anything..
weeeewiiit... :')

whats goes around come around..

when all the thigs getng worse..
nobdy beside..
nobody in left..
nobody in right..
nobody infrnt..
nobody indown..
nobody upward..
nobody inward..
nobody outside..
nobody inside..
nobody wanna give some hold..
nobody wanna to hold..
nobody in heart..
nobody inside sumone heart..
when evrthg silent..
and keep silent..
evrthng feel not well..
tears be a bff..
when see evthng and doenst feel atrctd anymore..
when see my gurl lisa surihani flirt with othr..
n dint feel any feelng..
beside has a min..but the answer is still quite..
its means..this time to change evthng..
think and keep thinkng..
bcoz ALLAH always there for me..for we..for our..
:')

gadis

haha..kaw xpna stop membebel la si gadis plastic...
xpna stop ade org yg xske kaw...
xkan kaw nk salah kan SEMUE org yg benci kaw..
kaw pkir la..xkan xdew sala kaw law da rmai yg xske kaw kan..
xya la nk marah2..pkir np cmtu lg baek..
asyik pkir diri sndri bagus..cmtu baek dok hutan doe..
xkn pokok brgyng law xdw angin kan..err..btol kew..
hahha..
rasenye lagi ramai benci kaw dari yg ske kaw ek..
yewla..kaw semue plastic kan..tu yg nmpk sweet jew..
tp sebenarnye..hmmm..mlas la ckap..hahaha..
smpai aku pon dulu ter........
haih..aneh..hahahah....

hati

adored to Bae Doo Na
since see her act at perfect neighbour in citra [ 131 ]
too much cute siak...wink2..

please

please..
stop talking bout me..
im tired already..
ape yg aku dgr semua xbaek we pasal aku..
ape yg kaw jeles sgt psal aku..
:(
hmm...
byk da aku hilng mmbe pasal kaw..
bnyak ok...da la...
enough ok?
:)
hmm

haha

lagu lagu jiwang mem,buat kan aku
bodoh
lurus
sengal
senyap
sedih
xpeduli

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

jahanam

d 3100

hahahaa...
aku raase cyes aku nk angkat bnde ni dlam bulan depan..
bole ambik gmbr ayu,,,
aku kan kasya...hahahaha....
sabar ok ayu..
weeewwwiiitt...
:)

haaha

bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...
bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...
bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...
bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...
bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...
bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...
bodoh si bodoh..
si bodoh bodoh...

NASMZ

dia untukku, bukan untukmu
dia milikku, bukan milikmu
pergilah kamu, jangan kau ganggu
biarkan aku mendekatinya

kamu tak akan mungkin mendapatkannya
karena dia berikan aku pertanda juga
janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi
dia untuk aku

credit to : Yovie the nuno = Dia Milikku
WEEWIIT...HAHA

:)

hey awk...
ure look bz ngn ape yg awk wt kn...
its ok..bb...saye kan seorng yg memhami..
always to understanding..
n try to be the one..
u ignore me..again n again weyh..
but is ok..
im still waitng..
wlawpon awk taw yg tunggu tu kan somthng yg bosan..
wlwpon kkdng awk rase yg saye wt derk ngn awk..
tp...dlam hati xcam every second im thnk bout u..
last word..
ergh..gud luck ok in whtever u do.. :|

nasmz

you are the shining light

c om pl ica t ed

everyone has a story to tell..yes..said joe strummer...

cam head line blog ni..

so..law korng bace blog ni ke..

blog org laen kew..

korng xpyah la complain byk sgt..

aku ade bce buku..

ayat die lbih kurng cam " byak kerosakan dan kemusnahan yang berlaku kat dunia ni..tp ape yg kaw tahu complain pasal aku..??!!"

yes thts the point..

yela..tu kisah seseorng kan..

xkisahlah cite die best ke tak ke...

even kkdang poyo cam aku..haha..

even korng benci die mcmne pon..

haha..

yes..hidup memng byk bende yg kkdng lagi byk xbest dri best kan..

law pkir2 tu la hidup..

ape org pnggil..asam dan garam..yeah...

hari...ye hari..hari ni akan jadi hari semalam..dan hari esok akan jadi hari ni..

weird?yes..itu kitaran..

macam hidup..kejap kat atas..kejap kat bwah..

papepon life mesti diterukan kan..

macam..macam..

grr...shes leaving..

no words..no saying "bye"

no no n no..

great rite to feel it?

aku seorng yg hebat sebab dpt rase cmtu..yeah!

fuck!

haha..tp cmne pon..life its life..

byk bnde yg ade sekeliling yg lbih ptut kite hargai..

riteriterite..?

cam for sure..tuhan..ALLAH..parents..fmly n kekawan..

woody allen said "life is full of misery, loneliness and suffering..

wtf..for sure die mmg xpernah bersyukur ngn ape yg die dpt kan..

aku ade bace terbace satu ayat..

u must kiss a lot of frogs before u find youre prince..

wahai gegadis..kalaw korng snggp mcmtu..

for sure kaw cm golongon diatas..tak bersyukur kan..

muhasabah babe..kite tak perfect pon tok dpat yg bettr kan..

terime seadanya..try to keep it ok..

sebab aku tahu..

love is short..forgetting is long..

ceh..cam pakar je aku ni kan..

apepon..juz face it..

the road is life..

choice the simpang is important..

even make a simple mistke..

its hard to take it back..

susah nak patah balik..

i cant disappear to avoid a most thing kan..

even i know..sadness is a wall between two garden full of flower..

cube korng bygkan..

garden tu penuh ngn bunge warne warni cam cite fary tales tu..

ade wall..ape korng rase..

finally..aku xtaw ape lagi nk merepek..

sebb kaw wat aku rase cm lagu yg ade kat blog aku ni..

sweet je kan...

n then ttbe kaw xdew..

aneh..pelik..weird..freaky.."tricky"..

chillaaaaaahhh.... :)

hari ini dan semalam

die ade cakap..
bg kaw..itu mungkin keseronokkan sementara..
tp bg die..itu mungkin "luka" sepanjang masa..

XexamX

yes..

finally..

exam da hbis we!!!

hari2 xtido malam...

hari2 yg memeningkan da hbis..

:)

niece

ok fine..

aku sgt merindui kekanak sedare aku yg ini..

aku da xjmpe die dekat two weeks la we..

mayb dekat final exam kan..

so mmg jarang blik umah la..

die sgt manje nk manis..

mcam saye..

haktuih!

=)

childish

haih budak kecik yg comel..

terime kasih ok..

anda hebat..hahaha..

tp lepas ape yg jadi..saye lagi hebat kot!!

grr...kaw ni ape seyh buat cmnie...

sweet sgt we kaw..

sbb tu ape yg kaw ckap tu semue sweet2..

n u are the sweet talker kot..hahah..

aku pon layan kan...

haha..apela..ptut xperlu...

hahaha...

ure freaky lah we~

food poisoning + weight gain

err..ok..strting from last evning..

aku lepak satu kedai kat chaye msai..

kdai yg nme ho*** b**t cafe....

erghh...n aku mengorder roti canai satu nescafe besar punyew..

ntah mcm mane aku ble kene ape bnde ni..

err..food poison ing tu..

keracunan makanan la..

hmm..aku rase tu yg pling teruk..

aku blik aku baring jew aku rase blik aku ni

da berpusing 9000 darjah da..

n aku da bape kali ke toilt bb muntah2 kan..err

n then aku ngn tanpa berpikir pnjng telepon mak aku..

sruh mak aku ambik..

dari tiram ke chaye masai xdewla jauh sgt kn..

so aku rase tak membebankan aku yg da beban ni tuk

bwak aku g clinic..

n setelah aku kene check..

kene enjet...aku tnye la doc tu..

"doc2...ade side effct tak saye ambik weight gain..?"

n doc tu ckap la..

" dont bother la..sbb awak kan dari fmly yg kecik..so memng cmni kan..

xya nk rasau2..slagi awak senng nak bawak diri..nak shoppng senng nk cari baju..ok je kan..so i sugst xya k.."

hahahaha..

so xya la aku nk beli weight gain tu ok..

huhu..

smpi je tiram aku munth lg kot..,

n aku muntah byk kali..tak terkire dlam keracunan kali ni..

aku takut n cuak bb isnn da final..

n thnx to ALLAH coz da ok da arini :)

hee..

blaja blaja!!!

n si die xtanye pape pon kan..

hmm..xpela.. :(

apip + editing + camera

hey hey hey..

stupid..

aku ptut blaja bukan wat bnde2 cmni..

tp aku suke :)

hahahaha..

menghbiskan mase yg lelame tuk buat..

sbnenye byk yg wat..

tp msukkn kat sini skit jew...

yg laen mlas nk tggu loadng..lame!

huhuhu..

adctd to brush...

ni yang wat aku nak beli camera dslr niew..

xkan nk bli yg d 3000,law nk trus d 90 trus..

tp xbrani nak angkat law sem dpan..

mhal kot..

tp cyes teruje nak beli..

pastu bole more profesional to edit lighting niew..

huhu..

jeles tgok kukubesi haluan kiri style..

bumi pthography..

mesti aku bole jd cm diorng..

aku kn tere law bb cmni..

[ puji diri sndri!! ]

haha

ergh..nk ke camera tu..

pening..

tringin nk ade group phthgrphy sndri..

mesti cool.. :)

editing membodohkan..

editing memang memenatkan..

kerana ia aku sanggup duduk berejam depan lappy untuk mensiapkan..

satu hasil kerje yang xseberapa dan mengikut kehendak diri aku..

erghh..

last weekend..pergi kelas editing..

cyes lepak..duduk dari pagi smpai petng..

tp byk yg aku dpat..

n pling best..aku taw cmne nk gune brush..

ergh..tp editing mmg sesuatu yg bodoh..

ia menepikan hasil original seseorng itu..dari tua nmpk mude..

dari xhandsme nmpk hndsme..aneh kan?

cam gmbr atas..editng light..n some brush..

ergh..npe la aku ske wat bnde niew..

tp ia cool..:)

best..hahaha..aneh kan..

gambar di atas disuruh oleh seorng budak kecil yg comel..

untuk diletak di header blog..

aku baru g class edit..so..aku buat dengn agak baek..

aku puas hati!

np la aku kat poli xambik trus course grafik kew..

np ambik engneerng?

haih..xpela..

semua tu qada n qadar :)

memahami is beautifool..

maaf..

aku sakitkan hati die lagi..

walwpon aku rase aku yg lbih sakit..

dan die mcam xpernah pham..

untuk die..aku snggup buat ape saja untuk die happy..

tp di..

bile aku ckap aku down..

die cmtu jew..

sdngkan dulu aku tngglkan rmai org yg caring dgn aku..yg baek ngn aku..

sebb aku nk die je dlam hdup aku..

only her!!!

yes aku admit..dia ade tnye..tp sbb die aku jadi mcmni..

pndai la pkir..aku sedih kot..die ckap aku cm llki laen..

sdngkan aku nk sgt jage die..nk sgt buat die happy..

aku da pjuk die..tp die xlyan..aku tggu die..

tp xkan ni yang aku dpt..

in 24 hours per day..60 minutes per hour..60 second per minutes

law bole aku nk ingt die..

tp die..cam xpham ape aku rase..maaf...

maaf apip ckap cmni..

tp law die rase mcmtu jgk..np die snyp..

da lame da kan..lgpwn aku da ckap kat die..

ape aku rase..tp die....

die ckap die syg..tp np ape yg die ckap..

xsame dengan ape yg die tunjuk..

aku ikhlas sgt kat die..

n last aku taw..

aku xsesempurne die...

dan die lagi sempurne jika dengan org laen..

aku pham..

sentiase menjadi seseorng yg memahami..

sedngkan org laen xmcmtu kat aku..

aku pham..

aku pham..

aku pham..

hampeh

maaf..

mlam ni aku sgt down..

mmbe aku bg feedback yg cam hampeh..

aku terslah ckap ngn si die..

saye da mntak maaf kan..huh!

aku try cari kawan aku..

tp tgk die nga flirt with anthr guy..

adoi..cyes aku mlas kacau..

aku byk keje lg..

tp cyes xdw mood..

tadi lect disiplin da sound psal rmbt lagi..aku lari..

n mmcam lagi r..

ape seyh..sorng pon xdw bile aku kusut..

bile org laen ksut aku sentiase ade untk org laen..

xpewla..thnx we..aku pham..

n sentiase akan pham..

2010 2010

aku nak tulis bout 20102010..

bukan 101010..

aku xsuke tarikh tu..tragis..

tp mungkin tu semue qada n qadar..

smoge roh diorng di cucuri rahmat..amin..

ape yg aku rase kat tarikh ni..

haihya..

ntala..hahaha...

aku sgt merindui...

rindu anak sedara aku..aritu aku blik kejap..dirng nangis2 sruh aku ikut blik uma dirng..

adoi..sgt cute mereka..

sebak di dada sekejap..

n tadi aku ade tengok satu vid..

dadali - disaat aku mencintaimu..

pergh..sgt sweet..

SEBENARNYA aku pening ngan diri aku..

asal la asyik jiwang2 je ni..

bukan aku seorng punk rock tegar ke..

slalu asyik dgr lagu from 679,skunfix,carbon 4 teen,disagree n macm2 lagilah..

ni sgt aneh...adoi..

semua sebb anda nie..

haiya..hahahaha

n td..aku ade chat fb ngn seorng kawan..

die amat menyenang kan hati..

terima kasih.. :)

dan

utk die..

aku xpernah lupe utk rindu kat die :)

haha..esok?

21102010..

ade pra demo tuk final project ade test ade present tuk bi..

complete kan?

ape seyh..worse2..

tp aku taw..aku bole survive..

insyallah..

amin..

doakan saye ok.. :)

apip

asyik bercerita tentng masalah itu jew..

sampai aku lupe pada keadaan diri aku..

haih..sememangnye love tu mmbuatkan aku beterbangan jauh ke udara..

untuk menggapai bintang dan beri kepadanya..

um..rambut semakin panjang..

lect disiplin da sound da tadi "awak duerang lepas test jumpe saye kat pejabat

takde siap!!"

nak lak aku ngn si cimok jumpe lect tu..

lantak la..

sememang nye aku xsuke law rmbut aku pendek..nmpak aneh..

aku gile benci..damn poli..pnjng skit pon xbole..

n the worst part aku dah bape hari perasan..time aku brush gigi aku..

gusi aku berdarah

kerap kali lak tu..

adoi..np ngn aku skng ni..

cam aneh2 jew..

jage diri ye apip...jangan pkir sgt bout bnde laen smpi diri xterjage..

syg la diri anda law org laen xnak syg sape lagi kan..

sedih je bunyi...

huh.. :'(

awak

awak..maafkan saye,.

saye tahu..saye tak terbaek untuk awak..

kkdang saye tahu yg saye ade sdikit mendesak..

tp awak taw tak..

condition diri saye..

saye tadi ade ckap..awak "pham" tak?

maksud saye awak tahu tak ape saye rase..

awak pham?

awak pernah tak terfikir pasal nie..

kkdng saye terlalu sgt2 "fikir" macam mane nak buat awak bahagie..

sentiase tersnyum.. :)

tp saye taw..saye xbole..maafkan saye awak.. :(

setiap hari saye nk buat awak ketawe kalau bole..

tp xbole..maafkan saye,,saye bukan terbaik..

kalaw bole saye nak nmpak hebat di mate awak..

tp xbole..maafkan saye,,saye bukan terbaik..

kalaw bole saye nak buat awak suke saye..sayang saya..

sebagaimana saya amat menyayangi awak..

tp xbole..maafkan saye,,saye bukan terbaik..

maafkan saye..awak sllu cakap awak confius..

tp awak xpernah fikir ape saye rase..

..maafkan saye awak,,saye bukan terbaik..

awak tahu ape saye rase?menghrap sesuatu yg xpasti..

tp satu kepastian yg ade..saye tetap akan tggu awak...

sampai bile2 wawa..

itu pasti!

maafkan saya..saya bukan sempurna... :(

kakak oh kakak..

kakak. kakak.

haih..artu dpt taw kakak prgnnt lagi..adoy..

sbar2 la kot..

wafiy..teha..kan kecik agi..

cian diorng..diorng tu dala cute2..

hope evrthng fine..xkusut2 t..

ade 3 org pon tgk cam da pening da..

apelgi nk tmbah lagi satu...

tp xpwla..bb t semue cute2 kan :)

hope semua ok dan selamt yew..

kawan

yes..kaw..kaw nak..kaw nak..ambik semue?!

ambik la...aku xkesah pon..

kaw slalu cmtu kan..

n last..aku yg mnglah..

tp tolong...jgn ambik _ _ _ _ ok...

kaw ambik die aku bnuh kaw..

cyesly!!

aku ade die je skng ni we..

xkan kaw nk gak..hurm..

aku da buba kot..aku da xcam dulu..

sbb die aku aku burbah..

thnx ok dear :)

cinta hati saye..

cinta hati saye..

kami bahagia..sangat2..

taw2..

kami gettng marrd..

so wish kitorng sentiase happy..

choi!!!!!!

malas..g jauh jauh ok..

owh..pic ini nmpk sgt malas..

sesungguh nya saya rase saya seorng seperti itu..

adoi..bile nk brubh ni..

damn2..

da nk final da [cuak siak ]

rajin kan la diri ye muhamad afif..

anda bole..

cerita bout final ni...adoi..cpt2 la ia berlalu..xsanggup aku nk face we..

xcukup tido..tido 2 jam je sehari..

pening jew mam soluble...otak die..

nk mnghafal segala yang dinamakan "pelajaran"..

haih..saya semakn takut..tp msih ckap takut..tnpa berbuat ape2..

mane bole cmtu afif!!!!

study!!!!

cmon..keep it up...yeahhh!!!

blaja lah...blaja blaja...

rajin rajin rajin rajin

rajin rajin rajin rajin

wish me luck kekawan =)

*saye rindu awak ssgt =(

keanehan kate kate

1. kita mungkin akan kecewa jika gagal, tapi kita telah gagal bila tidak mencoba -Beverly Sills
2. hal-hal yg penting seharusnya tidak boleh dikalahkan oleh hal-hal yg tidak penting -Goethe
   
3. jangan berharap menjadi orang lain, berusalah membuat diri kita menuju sempurna -St Francis de Sales
   
4. aku tidak pernah mencari, tetapi menemukan -Pablo Picasso
   
5. 2 hal yg menjadi tujuan hidup : mendapatkan apa yg kita inginkan kemudia menikmatinya -Logan P Smith
   
6. mulailah dengan memikirkan tujuan akhir -Stephen Covey
   
7. jika anda berpendapat pendidikan itu mahal, coba bandingkan dgn harga kebodohan -Derek Bokjika
   seorang anak diterima apa adanya, ia akan belajar untuk menerima dirinya sendiri -Dorothy Law Nolte
   IMAJINASI LEBIH PENTING DARIPADA PENGETAHUAN -Albert Einstein
8. 
   mengajar adalah belajar untuk kedua kalinya -Joseph Joubert
   kehidupan ibarat melukis sebuah gambar, bukan melakukan penjumlahan -Oliver Wendell
   pengaruh seorang guru tidak terbatas : ia tdk pernah tau bila pengaruhnya akan berhenti -Henry Adams
9. 
   Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself -Leo Buscagliatweet
   True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen -La Rochefoucauld
10. 
    One heartbreak is like a thousand lessons . Loving again is learning them -Sandra McKendry
    No one has ever loved anyone the way everyone wants to be loved -Mignon McLaughlin
    Do not tell me, for I've heard it all, there is too much to do with hate, but much more to do with love-William Shakespeare
    There is no disguise which can hide love for long where it exists, or simulate it where it does not-La Rochefoucauld

feel like

love is not like always like u imagine...when the love gradually gone from your heart bcoz u think that person is not giving you whats the name called love..maybe the person give their love with another way.. the way u dont feel it bcoz u want it like your always think it..while the person give their love hardly n u never feel it..n sudden u runway from that person..n the person never ever asking why?n what u think the person feel like??????

nama saya muhamad afif bin ahmed

*maaf pic ini nmpk aneh n sengal

apip =

just because I am quiet,

does’nt mean I have nothing to say.

I judge people TOO EASILY by my first impression.

I unpredictable and spontaneous.

I trying to be forgiving.

I enjoy try to being unique.

I ambitious and determined,

but I can get lazy and unmotivated at times.

I’m a sucker for compliments.

I’d rather look immature and have fun than care

whatever people think.

Sometimes,I really confident

and other times I feel really insecure.

I’m creative and imaginative.

I’m curious about everything.

Friends mean everything to me,

but sometimes i thnk always

love to sit ALONE sumtimes.

I envy people who can fit

I so easily without even trying.

I try to be simphatic and supportive,

even sometimes I fake it to make you feel good.

I opinionated and stubborn,

but I’m loyal,sincere and caring,

you can trust me with your secrets,

when its something that I know will hurt you.

I always try to see the best in you,

even if you annoy me.

I hate it when people make me feel

guilty to get their way.

I always be here to listen to your problems.

I stick up for you no matter what happen.

now,im really miss someone.

i thnk to much..huh..

also hate someone that their heart like KACA RM2.00 dude..

hari ini hari hari..

err..aku da tuka lagu kat blog..

untuk dedictd kat die..

die err _ _ _ _...

hadoy...u always say tht u knw tht im falling on u..

but do u has a same feelng dear? :(

every step i walk im thinkng on you..

evry movemnt i make its only thinking bout you..

every my heart make a bit..is make for u la..

but...sumtime i know tht im not "perfect" too u..

thts the problm..

i knw tht..

smtimes i keep silnt...but is not means i ignore u..

but i try to make my heart not to always keep on you..

i dont want to feel "down" again n again..

can u pliss.............um,huh..

*lame xupdate sebb malas..

sebb xdew mood..

sebb byk sebb..haha..

err..huh :(

comel itu menambat hati..

haih..

ini nur fatihah insyirah..

kekanak sedare aku..

die gile comel..

bile time aku blik weekend..

aku mesti peluk die kuat..

ergh..